Twice in one day

Amazing, and a true testamony as to how little I want to write my paper.

So I've been cruising the web, getting in places I normally can't... he he, when the cat is away...

But I came across a question of whether it is easier to get laid if you are gay. I gotta say no. Sure, okay, like 10% of the popultion is "homosexual". A large percentage are lesbians, and I mean running rampant. Lesbian is the new black. You cannot go wrong, apparently.

So that gives you straight guys like a 9x more likely chance that you will find someone who wants you. Then there is this stereotype that gay guys are slutty and will fuck anyone else with similar inclinations. Okay, an earned rep, but trust me, those girls out there are every bit as slutty. Sure, you stand the chance that the girl at the bar with her tongue down your throat may be hiding that purity ring that will ensure you of a blowjob, but not more than that. But for the most part, if she is working you in the bar, you are going to get some. Difference that probably (in my experience, vicarious, that is) she will want a bed and something after, where guys are... well guys. Slutty girls don't want to be perceived as slutty. Guys really don't really label like that. Getting laid in a washroom stall, or in a motel room or in a car.... it's getting laid. It's all good.

I think in general guys are just more honest. A hook up with another guy is not going to include anything after the sex. If mutually enjoyed we may exchange numbers... but no waiting by the phone for him to call, because we have wrong numbered plenty of other okay guys. Not that it has ever happened to me (yeah, right).

I hate this month

Fighting off and on with the bf. Now down with a cold. I was supposed to spend the weekend in my bfs dorm, but could not, had to babysit my lbro, my mom is in the hospital with a kidney infection. I love CJ, he is a really cool kid, but OMFG, if I have to see one more "funny" youtube clip and pretend to laugh at the stupidity I may have to murder someone. 11 yo kids have a fucked up sense of humour. I am thinking he may have been dropped on his head in infancy and it is all now coming to the surface.
Anyway, not sure whether to be pissed or happy about the aborted weekend. Me and D have been at each other constantly. One of my friends calls it the f-f stage, where you are either fucking or fighting. I asked him what stage comes after, but he has never survived it. Isn't that heartening? So maybe this saved me a weekend of sniping at each other, but it also damned me to a weekend of romancing the palm. Not quite as much fun as I was hoping to have.
Anyway, have 2 papers due, so I am taking a mental health day. I have the house to myself for once, so cranking up the tunes and getting a jump on those.

tired

Fuck, uni is nothing like hs. I hate how fucking tired I am with alergies kicking my ass. anyway, just touching base.

school

going to take a moment away from studying for my last midterm tomorrow. Biology, wish me luck. Just got off the phone with the wonderful D. Feel all stupid after I talk to him. He just makes me feel good inside. Anyway, no boyfriend this weekend. Out clubbing wiht some friends probably. One of my friends is performing in drag at a local lounge. Should be a riot. His boyfriend's first time seeing him all up in drag. He was so "I can't imagine him looking like a hot woman". No worries there, he would never pass as a woman.
Anywho, I'm off to bed to hopefully not oversleep my alarm and end up missing a mid term. wow, now that will be enough to keep me studying all night.

Wow, what a weekend

Had a GREAT time with ... okay... gonna say it... the new boy friend.

Took me to his city. Oh my fucking god... I love it.

His dorm is great. He is great. Have I mentioned he's hot. And he thinks I am the best thing in the world. I promised this would not happen. I will not fall in love. But, fuck, he makes me forget, fuck, everything. I even held out on him... okay, first time ever, and he was cool with it. "J, that makes you more worth the whole trip."

Okay, I did not hold out after that. Are you fucking kidding me? And, I think I have just become a major size queen, because, hell yeah, it matters. On the way back he took me took a nice place for dinner. Fuck, I am a little bit drunk... but very very happy.

School sucks the life out of you

First year in University sucks. And I am so fucking broke. I mean my parents paid tuition, but I had to buy my books. I hate English majors, because they can buy all their books with the amount my biology book cost. Why the hell did I choose science again? And math, my nemisis, is kicking my ass. It may be time to fess up to mom that I am falling miserably behind in math, as per usual. Aren't science and math supposed to be right brained? Well, how the hell can I be great at science and suck so hard at math.
Oh, and that hot guy and I went out last weekend. It was amazing. He is coming home next weekend, and has already asked if we could hang out, so it's good. I hate that he lives in London, but then it is probably a good thing, because I get distracted easily. Sad but true. Speaking of distractions... I'm off to the gym.

Friends rock

So my best buddy set me up with a friend of his. Oh, man, he is smoking hot and seemed really nice. We just kind of hung out with the mutual friend, but YEAH and HELL YEAH we will be getting together later in the week. He is two years older than me... and actually a brother of someone I went to school with. Hated that 'phobe, but man, have I mentioned he is hot. So out of my league.
Don't get me wrong, I know I am not like a troll or anything, but I am... average. Average ehight, a bit skinny, and kind of boring. I have always been a bit of a nerd (Hello, I am blogging FFS). Guys that look like football players and models are not generally attracted to guys like me. I find they either like guys like themselves or twinks.
This guy is going ot be a pharmacist, so pretty smart too. I think it highly unfair that he gets to be smart and look like that. But then, I am getting the benefit so don't hear me bitch too loudly.
Oh, and on another track...
Guess who is going to be a big brother again? Yours truly.