I am back, but still feeling lazy as fuck. We had a good time. Relaxed, had fun. Too much sun (C), too much drinking (me), so now it is slowly back to normal. C, right now is looking for a new tattooist. His friend who was doing his tattoo is going away for a couple of years.
I don't know what it is, but ever since mid-last week I have been feeling very blah. At first I thought it was that bitch of a heat wave (and yeah, it did kind of fuck with our vacation), but now I think it is just weird. I should be energized and ready to hit the ground running, but I am not. Maybe it is because of the news that C's best friend is going to be in jail for a while. I mean, I don't like the guy, but C does not exactly have a lot of people in his life from when he was younger. Part of me feels guilty, because I really don't like C hanging around the guy. I know, I sound like one of those people who doesn't want their partner around anyone but them, but that really isn't it. It is this guy in particular. And here is why:
1. He was C's best drinking buddy. And call me odd but it seems like hanging around the folks you used to drink with might lead to, well, drinking again.
2. He always talks about the "party days", and talks about C like he was a superhero to alcoholics everywhere.
3. He makes digs at C about me. About being gay period. I cannot understand for the life of me how he can be friends with someone who is so fucking rude and lacks respect for him as a person.
There, that is my rant.
I don't know what it is, but ever since mid-last week I have been feeling very blah. At first I thought it was that bitch of a heat wave (and yeah, it did kind of fuck with our vacation), but now I think it is just weird. I should be energized and ready to hit the ground running, but I am not. Maybe it is because of the news that C's best friend is going to be in jail for a while. I mean, I don't like the guy, but C does not exactly have a lot of people in his life from when he was younger. Part of me feels guilty, because I really don't like C hanging around the guy. I know, I sound like one of those people who doesn't want their partner around anyone but them, but that really isn't it. It is this guy in particular. And here is why:
1. He was C's best drinking buddy. And call me odd but it seems like hanging around the folks you used to drink with might lead to, well, drinking again.
2. He always talks about the "party days", and talks about C like he was a superhero to alcoholics everywhere.
3. He makes digs at C about me. About being gay period. I cannot understand for the life of me how he can be friends with someone who is so fucking rude and lacks respect for him as a person.
There, that is my rant.
WELCOME BACK, MISSED YA :-)
ReplyDeleteThanks Keeper. Glad to be back:)
DeleteNice to see you back Jamie... I have to agree with you... there is nothing wrong with not wanting C to be hanging out with people that don't respect him... I am totally that way. It's not like you are saying he can't have friends but why would he want these people who pull him down.
ReplyDeleteI missed you, glad to see you back... I hope you are feeling yourself soon:)
Well you know how excited I am that you are back. Missed your posts and your comments.
ReplyDeleteEven someone you don't like going to jail puts a toll on you, especially since that guy was part of C's life. On the upside, maybe this time away will be good for C and he will realize he doesn't need this kind of person around him.
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