Can it possibly be half way through February and my first post of the year? Man, I suck. I've been, well, in a weird kind of place. I would say a funk, but that is usually a negative thing, and I am not in a negative place. Not really a positive either. I guess I am in a nice comfortable rut. C and I are very much becoming creatures of habit. And it is a good thing. We have his work, my school, a schedule for studying, even regular places to go out. The problem with this is, that it seems like any deviation from this schedule throws C into a frenzy. Oh, yeah, nothing he likes better than knowing EXACTLY where he will be three weeks from Monday at 7:15PM.
It is my fault really. Since school started back I have been lazy. No, not just lazy. FUCKING lazy.
Not that I have not been getting my shit done. It is just that I have not really made any effort to do new things. To take us out of our comfort zone. And let's face it, C ain't going to. So tonight, when he thinks we are going to order Chinese and do a white load of laundry (because, yeah, Saturday night is when he does the whites, I mean, who fucking schedules that?) we will instead be going out to a sushi place we have not been to since we started dating. We then are meeting up with my friends for a "Ghostwalk". Yeah, I know. Anyone who knows me know I don't believe in supernatural shit, but, it is also a historical tour of a very cool place, so when I was asked I thought it might be fun. Yeah, and free, because I am cheap. Long story why, but hey, free is good.
I am hoping this is the start of a new thing. Because schedules tend to make me lazy. Because I do follow them, then nothing else. Bare minimum, that is like my super power.
It is my fault really. Since school started back I have been lazy. No, not just lazy. FUCKING lazy.
I am hoping this is the start of a new thing. Because schedules tend to make me lazy. Because I do follow them, then nothing else. Bare minimum, that is like my super power.
